After a few years ago, She could feel trutly bad for doing terrible things, after a few months ago, she wanted to apologize herself and asked her secret for forgiveness. she tried to learn more from her failures. she knew she was never perfect and nobody was perfect. honestly, she didn't like her life of the present because she suffered more,but she didn't lose faith and always had protection.
she actually looks normal and calm, but she's still in control.
she was a compulsive eater since she was 20 years old.
she stopped eating as anorexic since she was 18 years old.
she was taken in the hospital, and she could die slowly, but after the blessing, she was alive again. since she was 17 years old.
she became depressive since she was 12 years old.
she hurt her knee since she was 10 years old.
she didn't want to talk to people when she felt uncomfortable.
But she didn't like to tell people about her things and her truth. some people were her good friends. but sometimes they were separated because their life were changed. It was normal. her life sometimes changed, but she never quitted her own religion
she was very sensible
But actually she's in control.
next blog..
