La vie mystérieuse part 2

 After a few years ago, She could feel trutly bad for doing terrible things, after a few months ago, she wanted to apologize herself and asked  her secret for forgiveness. she tried to learn more from her failures. she knew she was never perfect and nobody was perfect. honestly, she didn't like her life of the present because she suffered more,but she didn't lose faith and always had protection. 

she actually looks normal and calm, but she's still in control.

she was a compulsive eater since she was 20 years old.

she stopped eating as anorexic since she was 18 years old. 

she was taken in the hospital, and she could die slowly, but after the blessing, she was alive again. since she was 17 years old. 

she became depressive since she was 12 years old. 

she hurt her knee since she was 10 years old.

 

she didn't want to talk to people when she  felt uncomfortable. 

But she didn't like to tell people about her things and her truth. some  people  were her good friends. but sometimes they were separated because their life were changed. It was normal.  her life sometimes changed, but she never quitted her own religion

she was very sensible

But actually she's in control.

next blog..

La vie mystérieuse

 Who is this? She was born deaf, so she haven't heard anything since her birth, but she could heard something little and talk normally, but it was difficult to improve her speaking skills. that girl's parents were divorced after her birth.she had one sister and one stepsister. his father always took care of her and her sister, but he used to be very drunk, and her mother used to go out with men like date. when she was six years old, she attended the primary school with deaf students, but next year her teacher had to leave.a new teacher who was a jew, she was not very good teacher to teach them because she didn't attend every day. Unfortunately, a deaf girl and her companions didn't know anything. later, she went to normal school, she knew some students normally, but she wasn't her friends, and she was shy and afraid because she didn't know how to talk to them so that's she didn't know a lot of words nor expressions nor things. she was ashamed of them. his father was very good at helping her woth her homework and her skill, but he always was very drunk, so he didn't attend her on time. she was really very rude to the students from the school, but they also were cheating. she couldn't tell her teachers abut her truth because she was afraid when she didn't know correctly how to talk very well. well, the poeple ddidn't understand what she said, and they didn't believe in her.

 She was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes because of her great-parents' genetic heritage at eleven age.in high school, she was not always rude to her classmates, but sometimes spoke ill of her.nobody helped her how to understand those subjects, She hadn't told her mother about her truth. the life never made her happy. she was a difficult person because she was very aggresive and rebellious, introveted. she liked to be alone,and hated speaking with hands like sign languague. she thought her face was very ugy and her body was too fat, and thought that she looked like a pig.  she decided to remove her chilhood photos and her school photos too. sometimes she threw her things away. in fact, she felt racist against... she was very rude to her family. stopped  going to high school, but next year, she came back there to study for a reasonable, but her last grade before graduating, she didn't complete her homework. she didn't like to have friends when she felt very unconfortable. But next story...