La vraie vie: Je suis sourde, mais j'aime écouter de la musique

Soy sorda, pero me encanta escuchar.

Con mi oído izquierdo sí puedo escuchar un poco 

nunca escucho lo que la gente habla. 

No puedo escuchar ruidos como lavar trastes, cocinar algo, etc. pero puedo escuchar algo fuerte como empujar la puerta para cerrarla, algo grande cayendo antes se rompa o no, las bocinas grandes tocando la música con volumen alto (como un concierto o evento, discoteca, fiesta, etc), risa con volumen alto.

No puedo escuchar la televisión ni la radio si tienen volumen bajo.  A veces yo les oigo con volumen alto, pero nunca escucho lo que los personajes dicen, noticias y otros canales. Nunca escucho lo que los cantantes cantan (como palabras). 

Veo series y películas subtituladas para entender y conocer. Escucho la televisión y la radio con volumen alto, sin percibir su conversación. 

No quiero escuchar algo muy muy fuerte, dependiendo del tipo de sonido.

Me encanta escuchar música cuando yo uso los audífonos (auriculares), pero en su caso, depende de tipos de audífonos, los que no sirven para mí son los que se escuchan muy débil, pero sí los que se escuchan “fuerte”. Sin embargo, no puedo escuchar las letras de las canciones, sólo percibo la melodía, la vibración,los sonidos, instrumentos, etc. Y la vibración de las voces hermosas. 

Dejé de usar audífonos para sordos porque me molestaban. Producían un sonido raro, pero no es perfecto para mis orejas porque tienen una forma distinta.

Mi lenguaje no mejora; alguien se acostumbra a escuchar como hablo por conocernos desde hace mucho tiempo. Con la comunicación podemos hacer gestos con la cara y las manos y escribir una conversación. Yo hablo con la boca más que con las manos (lenguaje de señas), algunas personas  me enseñan cómo hacer varias actividades (como funciones para trabajo, tareas para casa, etc.) 

Honestamente, yo no leo los labios muy bien. Puedo leer y entender cuando alguien habla normal (ni lento ni rápido).

Soy sorda, pero me encanta escuchar la música 

Ich bin taub, aber ich höre gerne musik

Je suis sourde, mais j'aime écouter de la musique 

I am deaf, but I love listening to music 

La vie mystérieuse part 9

 She knows   that none of the religions are best, but the faith is very important, doesn't lose hope.honestly, she is very different pprson, but she's also noble, while she's taking control of her life. 

it was normal that the life was changed a lot. she knows exactly what she should do for her mission from her past life. she may feel very nostalgic while thinking about her memories from past life. 

Now, she is very proud of  being a wiccan because her dreams and her blessings do really work.  she doesn't need to write the next blog about her true life.

her story ends. 

La vie mystérieuse part 7

she always thought about her special dreams that nobody knew before. 

her third plan was traveling to another country . In winter, she felt happy when she could visit there because she was not sick, but she had a little problem when she didn't know how to get to hotel, to train station, etc. she didn't know the places from there very well.  in case, someone didn't know she was a deaf when they say something to her, she didn't hear them and she didn't see them without saying to them. although she felt better to be over there, but  she had a little problem  about maps. but not sserious problem. someone respectfully could help her. 

When she was crying and didn't know how to go somewhere, to get. but the police could help her without problems. he said that she didn't have to cry, had to keep calm (haha)

after a few days, she returned from her trip, and she thanked her secret for protection, help and dreams. so she really missed her favorite country. 

since she was 20. 

 

La vie mystérieuse part 4

 

Before moving to her mother's house and before going to the hospital, her sister wanted deaf girl to read what the dominoes say , and they said her past was sad, her present was romantic, her future was good. next time, her sister asked  her again to read the dominoes, said the same answer, but at last, her future was bad luck, but change the good life. her sister was very surprised.

after hospital, a deaf girl was happy to be free while living with her grandmother and her aunts,who were her father's sisters.but she made some serious mistakes.she still was a wiccan without doubts, and her situation with her family was normal. after a few days, her grandmother died from her disease. 

she didn't feel always happy. her life was wrong. she dreamed that she was alone at her aunt's home at night, all the rooms were dark without light, and she saw the note from her stepsister, who wrote something strange. "if you stay with her, you will be very sick". a dark person came to choke her on the bed, and she woke up. her stepsister was so mad at her every day. she felt that her stepsister spoke ill of her. she asked her mother if her stepsister was really mad. her mother said yes. she didn't decide to ask her mother anymore. she could see that her stepsister stole her full name to put it on her social media and told lies to her deaf girl's companions.therefore, she could see something shadow, and the photography was fallen down from a ghost in the room. the porcelain jesus (adult) was broking. her sister was laughing, saying that deaf girl had an accident when she didn't see her stepsister's porcelain jesus child well, that was falling and broking his face, and she was distressed without telling anyone, but her sister could see her. she wanted to help her to invent her stepsister so that stepsister wwas not going to beat the girl witch. she  don't know exactly stepsister was so mad  at her  and why she harmed her. after a new months, her stepsister had to accuse her to her little family and some witches. suddenly, they blamed her. but some people didn't know the truth about them. the witch said that girl will be possesed and would have bad spirit. they wanted her to get rid of her things from magic. stepsister wanted her to stop being wiccan.she really missed being a wiccan, she didn't ever want to stop  wiccan religion. all the witches who are not familiar with her family not her friends. they said all was not her fault from magic. she knew her stepsister wanted to destroy her with wiccan religion annd her power. however, she was super angry at her. she didn't like her. she didn't believe in her enemy she didn't agree with her. her stepsister always was hycprote and liar. 

her second plan was someone should die for a reasonable. it was probably her grandmother.

next story

La vie mystérieuse part 3

 She's always planned on becoming a wiccan. her family thought that the wiccan religion was evil because they worshiped satan, but  she didn't care and she was going to know things about that. she started her religion since she was a teenager. therefore, she decided to cast her secret spell. it was very surprise that she could change her life quickly. her father knew she was a wiccan when he saw she hating the stuff from catolic, christian, etc. while he could accept her to be a witch as wiccan, and he respected her too. But he was also a  good witch, but he was not a pagan. she could be smart when she learnt better and knew things, understood  what they said. everyone was very surprised to hear from her.

 After the death of her father, she lived normally all the time. But she sometimes was wrong for spells. though it was not too serious. her family thought that she was not her family's religion. the people knew shhe was not really like her family because she didn't believe in saints nor virgin,and she believed in celestial God like supreme God  instead of Jesus, but she didn't pray him anymore. she has read her wiccan book that said she could go to the normal church for prayer few times and later not anymore. she had to ask to her deities for her three plans in a quiet place. she was seventeen years old, she was not glad to live with her mother because their situation was complicated. they were arguing many times when they didn't agree each other. though her mother didn't know she was witch. she started feeling seriously sick, however, she fainted and the paramedics brought her to the hospital. her sickness was worse. Doctors had just checked her lab tests. her results weren't found badly. next time, they tried to checked her lab tests again, didn't find anything bad.

 Unfortunaly, they checked already her digestive and her blood, her body.though they didn't know exactly what she had. she felt very sick so she can't wake up. while living in a dream with her father, staying with him for eight days. the doctors told her mother that she could die soon if her health didn't get better. at last, she left him while waking up little by little, seeing the room from hospital. she thought about where her father was , but she knew he didn't exist there, it was just a dream. everyone was happy to hear from her because she was alive again. her mother said that god saved her from the death and the illness, and her family told her about that. she was a little surprised that god saved her and she didn't knew why he helped her. But she was not happy to live with her mother, who wanted her to pray virgin, but she didn't agree  and felt unhappy. she decided to move to  grandmother's house to live.  her first plan realized. 1. to be healing

her mother was upset while seeing deaf girl's paper on the door that girl forgot, it was a wiccan symbol. she told her sisters that it was bad and it was from devil. however, she threw it away. 

next time...

La vie mystérieuse part 2

 After a few years ago, She could feel trutly bad for doing terrible things, after a few months ago, she wanted to apologize herself and asked  her secret for forgiveness. she tried to learn more from her failures. she knew she was never perfect and nobody was perfect. honestly, she didn't like her life of the present because she suffered more,but she didn't lose faith and always had protection. 

she actually looks normal and calm, but she's still in control.

she was a compulsive eater since she was 20 years old.

she stopped eating as anorexic since she was 18 years old. 

she was taken in the hospital, and she could die slowly, but after the blessing, she was alive again. since she was 17 years old. 

she became depressive since she was 12 years old. 

she hurt her knee since she was 10 years old.

 

she didn't want to talk to people when she  felt uncomfortable. 

But she didn't like to tell people about her things and her truth. some  people  were her good friends. but sometimes they were separated because their life were changed. It was normal.  her life sometimes changed, but she never quitted her own religion

she was very sensible

But actually she's in control.

next blog..

La vie mystérieuse

 Who is this? She was born deaf, so she haven't heard anything since her birth, but she could heard something little and talk normally, but it was difficult to improve her speaking skills. that girl's parents were divorced after her birth.she had one sister and one stepsister. his father always took care of her and her sister, but he used to be very drunk, and her mother used to go out with men like date. when she was six years old, she attended the primary school with deaf students, but next year her teacher had to leave.a new teacher who was a jew, she was not very good teacher to teach them because she didn't attend every day. Unfortunately, a deaf girl and her companions didn't know anything. later, she went to normal school, she knew some students normally, but she wasn't her friends, and she was shy and afraid because she didn't know how to talk to them so that's she didn't know a lot of words nor expressions nor things. she was ashamed of them. his father was very good at helping her woth her homework and her skill, but he always was very drunk, so he didn't attend her on time. she was really very rude to the students from the school, but they also were cheating. she couldn't tell her teachers abut her truth because she was afraid when she didn't know correctly how to talk very well. well, the poeple ddidn't understand what she said, and they didn't believe in her.

 She was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes because of her great-parents' genetic heritage at eleven age.in high school, she was not always rude to her classmates, but sometimes spoke ill of her.nobody helped her how to understand those subjects, She hadn't told her mother about her truth. the life never made her happy. she was a difficult person because she was very aggresive and rebellious, introveted. she liked to be alone,and hated speaking with hands like sign languague. she thought her face was very ugy and her body was too fat, and thought that she looked like a pig.  she decided to remove her chilhood photos and her school photos too. sometimes she threw her things away. in fact, she felt racist against... she was very rude to her family. stopped  going to high school, but next year, she came back there to study for a reasonable, but her last grade before graduating, she didn't complete her homework. she didn't like to have friends when she felt very unconfortable. But next story... 

Ma réincarnation

Je ne sais pas que j'ai fait dans ma dernière vie, mais je me rappelle avoir dansé avec des fées dans la fôret chaque nuit, et dans une autre vie, d'avoir perdue mon époux. 

Alors je crois en la reincarnation parce que je me sentais nostalgique et parfois très bizarre quand je pouvais voir quelque chose dans la dernière vie. Mais je ne suis pas très sûre de que ma réincarnation est "vraie" parce que je pense que peut-être j'ai tort.  

Le bonheur et le malheur

LE BONHEUR ET LE MALHEUR

Le nouvel an, je me reveillais et sortais trop tôt. il faisait assez froid dans la fôret où je me promenais seulem il y avait du brouillard. Après avoir sorti de la fôret,  j'étais dans brouillard avant du lever de soleil. 

Je savais comment je me sentais. 

"Le bonheur et le malheur se trouvent dans l'âme."  (Démocrite)