La vie mystérieuse part 8

 She was born a catolic, but she usually attended with her family. She didn't tolerate JW, that's why she hated them. she wanted to quit catolic, but although she couldn't do without asking her parents for the permission because she still was very young. she really was very stupid. she always was rebellious. she was always interested in being a weird person as goth, vampire, etc. sometimes wicca asked her to go to the church to say a secret prayer, but next time, she was not going to come back there again anymore. she always dreamed about traveling to her favorite country.  

She was so glad to quit catolic and to stop seeing jw when she was fourteen or fifteen years old. 

since she was seventeen years old, she met some mormon missionaries at the chapel few times so she  didn't feel sick anymore, but she didn't want to hear from the gospel. she was very delighted to visit them normally. she met an elder, she didn't agree with his thoughts about the gospel, otherwise, she lied to him a little. after the hospital, she thought maybe the god saved her life and he could help her, but her life was not always easy. she felt strange for elder, and she didn't know why she felt sad for him. someone told her that she was in love with him. she was a little surprised. she was going to become a mormon, and she still was a wiccan too. maybe she was wrong. after six months, elder was coming back to her town, when she saw he saying hi to all the members in the meeting. she was blushing, and her heart beat so she didn't want to see him. he didn't find her, no problem. after two weeks, they were talking few times. she  was nervous and he was nervous too. but unfortunately, they were confused without saying goodbye. so he came back his home after his mission. she was a mormon for four years. she decided to quit it because she was unhappy and the god didn't help her, but honestly, she always felt unhappy to keep commandments and she was not responsible for mormon religion. 

she was going to come back her wicca religion without doubts. so she felt normal.  

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La vie mystérieuse part 7

she always thought about her special dreams that nobody knew before. 

her third plan was traveling to another country . In winter, she felt happy when she could visit there because she was not sick, but she had a little problem when she didn't know how to get to hotel, to train station, etc. she didn't know the places from there very well.  in case, someone didn't know she was a deaf when they say something to her, she didn't hear them and she didn't see them without saying to them. although she felt better to be over there, but  she had a little problem  about maps. but not sserious problem. someone respectfully could help her. 

When she was crying and didn't know how to go somewhere, to get. but the police could help her without problems. he said that she didn't have to cry, had to keep calm (haha)

after a few days, she returned from her trip, and she thanked her secret for protection, help and dreams. so she really missed her favorite country. 

since she was 20. 

 

La vie mystérieuse part 6

 She had doubts about her parents and other things before, but she knew what her family was like and how her life  was. some angels wanted to communicate with her, but they were demons, though she didn't know the truth about them. honestly, she never asked the devil to do something. her sister told her about her stepsister many times. she said her stepsister talked about her father who was worried about that wiccan girl.and deaf girl though thaat maybe she was guilty for her own religion. she felt unhappy when she quitted wiccan religion and her mother really wanted her to go to two witches who were very familiar with her stepsister and her mother, an witch wanted  that ex-wiccan girl to have catolic necklace. she was upset and she got rid of it so that'she didn't ever like to be her family's own religion. some day, the witches, who didn't know her and her family, and they said her father was not worried for her and he didn't blame her for wicca. so she knew that it was her stepsister, who lied about her.  

she used to see something shadow and  could listen spirit's voices. she's been blessed various times, but her spirit was not serious bad. 

her spirit was very strong to beat the wiitches who her mother ask to help that girl.

a few years ago or less, she believed that angels were not true, they were demons. she ignored them without doubts because they made her unhappy and she was confused, and they didn't tell the truth. a fifteen months ago, her secret could talked to her about her  past life, they said she was trutly a wiccan  in Europe and she asked goblins and some magical creatures to do somethig, but she was an evil witch when she wanted to harm some ppeople, and she wanted to ask her godfather to do bad things. her secret said that a shadow person who always spied on her, it was her godfather in ppast life ( in the middle ages). probably she had her spirit. a ten months ago, her mother told her to  go to see a young wwitch, he said that she had problems with magical creatures. she was not glad when her stepsister gossiped him about her, but they were friends. suddenly, her mother wanted her to get out of her magical things, but that girl said not. her mother was upset and she said thaat fairies and elves, magical creatures are devil, and she had to lose. that girl didn't feel obligated. she wanted to come to be a wiccan. her stepsister's friend said she was a wiccan in Europe and she was older sister  and  she could listen, that she was a deaf beacause oof  the wiitchcraft ffrom ppast life when the God chose that girl was going to be deaf in another life in future because she wanted to ask him what he wanted for her. 

a few months ago, her stepsister stole her interes and her personalities, her ideas. therefoore, she was really mad at stepsister, she hated her. her stepsister wanted to tell her that she was a wiccan in europe too. her sister told her that her stepsister always used to copy someone and used to be strange, used to steal something, used to lie. actually, thaat girl knows what she needs to fix her mission from past life, she keeps her secret. she blocks someone in all media sociales for protection and she's in control. tries to learn from failures. she's still a wiccan.

so she always tolerates heavenly father and Jesus. the butteflies drew closer to her various times. 

La vie mystérieuse part 5

 She will never get along with her stepsister. her stepsister sometimes made fun of her. 

In legend,when she was a little girl, some people said that girl used to see some shadows and some ghosts, had nightmares. In the forest, she liked to see something strange there and found some witches inside. they were old and ugly in black dress. she wanted to take some photos. her little family said yes, they were witches. her mother didn't want her to walk alone to the forest because mom was worried. The deaf girl didn't have all her memories of ghost and nightmares anymore since her youth. 

Those didn't ever harm her at all. 

Some old witches told her and her mother that the girl could listen before, but something happened wrong, however, someone cursed her mother. 

another day, the witches told her that they saw she did listen, but something happend terrible because of the witchcraft, so that's harmed her to be sick and stop to listen.  

though she had some doubbts about her birth. her aunt told her that it was not from witchcraft and her mom wanted to kill her when she took some medicines without doctors. mom  didn't feel like having a new daughter. an evil witch came to tell that girl that she was so mad at her mom because she was very rude to that evil witch. another day, hher mother said there was a woman who didn't want girl's father. therefore, she was confused.

A few weeks ago, her sister told her that her father said maybe she was not deaf  before being born. 

 A few months ago,her mother told her the truth.. mom wanted to kill her when she  was pregnant and after mom had to apologize virgin and god for that deaf girl. so she was not longer going to kill her, but unfortunately, her birth was wrong.

      

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La vie mystérieuse part 4

 

Before moving to her mother's house and before going to the hospital, her sister wanted deaf girl to read what the dominoes say , and they said her past was sad, her present was romantic, her future was good. next time, her sister asked  her again to read the dominoes, said the same answer, but at last, her future was bad luck, but change the good life. her sister was very surprised.

after hospital, a deaf girl was happy to be free while living with her grandmother and her aunts,who were her father's sisters.but she made some serious mistakes.she still was a wiccan without doubts, and her situation with her family was normal. after a few days, her grandmother died from her disease. 

she didn't feel always happy. her life was wrong. she dreamed that she was alone at her aunt's home at night, all the rooms were dark without light, and she saw the note from her stepsister, who wrote something strange. "if you stay with her, you will be very sick". a dark person came to choke her on the bed, and she woke up. her stepsister was so mad at her every day. she felt that her stepsister spoke ill of her. she asked her mother if her stepsister was really mad. her mother said yes. she didn't decide to ask her mother anymore. she could see that her stepsister stole her full name to put it on her social media and told lies to her deaf girl's companions.therefore, she could see something shadow, and the photography was fallen down from a ghost in the room. the porcelain jesus (adult) was broking. her sister was laughing, saying that deaf girl had an accident when she didn't see her stepsister's porcelain jesus child well, that was falling and broking his face, and she was distressed without telling anyone, but her sister could see her. she wanted to help her to invent her stepsister so that stepsister wwas not going to beat the girl witch. she  don't know exactly stepsister was so mad  at her  and why she harmed her. after a new months, her stepsister had to accuse her to her little family and some witches. suddenly, they blamed her. but some people didn't know the truth about them. the witch said that girl will be possesed and would have bad spirit. they wanted her to get rid of her things from magic. stepsister wanted her to stop being wiccan.she really missed being a wiccan, she didn't ever want to stop  wiccan religion. all the witches who are not familiar with her family not her friends. they said all was not her fault from magic. she knew her stepsister wanted to destroy her with wiccan religion annd her power. however, she was super angry at her. she didn't like her. she didn't believe in her enemy she didn't agree with her. her stepsister always was hycprote and liar. 

her second plan was someone should die for a reasonable. it was probably her grandmother.

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La vie mystérieuse part 3

 She's always planned on becoming a wiccan. her family thought that the wiccan religion was evil because they worshiped satan, but  she didn't care and she was going to know things about that. she started her religion since she was a teenager. therefore, she decided to cast her secret spell. it was very surprise that she could change her life quickly. her father knew she was a wiccan when he saw she hating the stuff from catolic, christian, etc. while he could accept her to be a witch as wiccan, and he respected her too. But he was also a  good witch, but he was not a pagan. she could be smart when she learnt better and knew things, understood  what they said. everyone was very surprised to hear from her.

 After the death of her father, she lived normally all the time. But she sometimes was wrong for spells. though it was not too serious. her family thought that she was not her family's religion. the people knew shhe was not really like her family because she didn't believe in saints nor virgin,and she believed in celestial God like supreme God  instead of Jesus, but she didn't pray him anymore. she has read her wiccan book that said she could go to the normal church for prayer few times and later not anymore. she had to ask to her deities for her three plans in a quiet place. she was seventeen years old, she was not glad to live with her mother because their situation was complicated. they were arguing many times when they didn't agree each other. though her mother didn't know she was witch. she started feeling seriously sick, however, she fainted and the paramedics brought her to the hospital. her sickness was worse. Doctors had just checked her lab tests. her results weren't found badly. next time, they tried to checked her lab tests again, didn't find anything bad.

 Unfortunaly, they checked already her digestive and her blood, her body.though they didn't know exactly what she had. she felt very sick so she can't wake up. while living in a dream with her father, staying with him for eight days. the doctors told her mother that she could die soon if her health didn't get better. at last, she left him while waking up little by little, seeing the room from hospital. she thought about where her father was , but she knew he didn't exist there, it was just a dream. everyone was happy to hear from her because she was alive again. her mother said that god saved her from the death and the illness, and her family told her about that. she was a little surprised that god saved her and she didn't knew why he helped her. But she was not happy to live with her mother, who wanted her to pray virgin, but she didn't agree  and felt unhappy. she decided to move to  grandmother's house to live.  her first plan realized. 1. to be healing

her mother was upset while seeing deaf girl's paper on the door that girl forgot, it was a wiccan symbol. she told her sisters that it was bad and it was from devil. however, she threw it away. 

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La vie mystérieuse part 2

 After a few years ago, She could feel trutly bad for doing terrible things, after a few months ago, she wanted to apologize herself and asked  her secret for forgiveness. she tried to learn more from her failures. she knew she was never perfect and nobody was perfect. honestly, she didn't like her life of the present because she suffered more,but she didn't lose faith and always had protection. 

she actually looks normal and calm, but she's still in control.

she was a compulsive eater since she was 20 years old.

she stopped eating as anorexic since she was 18 years old. 

she was taken in the hospital, and she could die slowly, but after the blessing, she was alive again. since she was 17 years old. 

she became depressive since she was 12 years old. 

she hurt her knee since she was 10 years old.

 

she didn't want to talk to people when she  felt uncomfortable. 

But she didn't like to tell people about her things and her truth. some  people  were her good friends. but sometimes they were separated because their life were changed. It was normal.  her life sometimes changed, but she never quitted her own religion

she was very sensible

But actually she's in control.

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La vie mystérieuse

 Who is this? She was born deaf, so she haven't heard anything since her birth, but she could heard something little and talk normally, but it was difficult to improve her speaking skills. that girl's parents were divorced after her birth.she had one sister and one stepsister. his father always took care of her and her sister, but he used to be very drunk, and her mother used to go out with men like date. when she was six years old, she attended the primary school with deaf students, but next year her teacher had to leave.a new teacher who was a jew, she was not very good teacher to teach them because she didn't attend every day. Unfortunately, a deaf girl and her companions didn't know anything. later, she went to normal school, she knew some students normally, but she wasn't her friends, and she was shy and afraid because she didn't know how to talk to them so that's she didn't know a lot of words nor expressions nor things. she was ashamed of them. his father was very good at helping her woth her homework and her skill, but he always was very drunk, so he didn't attend her on time. she was really very rude to the students from the school, but they also were cheating. she couldn't tell her teachers abut her truth because she was afraid when she didn't know correctly how to talk very well. well, the poeple ddidn't understand what she said, and they didn't believe in her.

 She was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes because of her great-parents' genetic heritage at eleven age.in high school, she was not always rude to her classmates, but sometimes spoke ill of her.nobody helped her how to understand those subjects, She hadn't told her mother about her truth. the life never made her happy. she was a difficult person because she was very aggresive and rebellious, introveted. she liked to be alone,and hated speaking with hands like sign languague. she thought her face was very ugy and her body was too fat, and thought that she looked like a pig.  she decided to remove her chilhood photos and her school photos too. sometimes she threw her things away. in fact, she felt racist against... she was very rude to her family. stopped  going to high school, but next year, she came back there to study for a reasonable, but her last grade before graduating, she didn't complete her homework. she didn't like to have friends when she felt very unconfortable. But next story... 

La magie des étoiles

 

La magia con Estrellas

En anglais: 

Star light, star bright

First star I’ve seen tonight

Wish I may, wish I might

Have this wish I wish tonight.

En espagnol:

Luz de estrella, brillo de estrella 

 primera estrella que he visto esta noche, 

 desea que pueda, desea

que consiga el deseo que tengo esta noche

Livre: La magia de los cuatro elementos 

Auteur: Scott Cunningham 

Ma réincarnation

Je ne sais pas que j'ai fait dans ma dernière vie, mais je me rappelle avoir dansé avec des fées dans la fôret chaque nuit, et dans une autre vie, d'avoir perdue mon époux. 

Alors je crois en la reincarnation parce que je me sentais nostalgique et parfois très bizarre quand je pouvais voir quelque chose dans la dernière vie. Mais je ne suis pas très sûre de que ma réincarnation est "vraie" parce que je pense que peut-être j'ai tort.  

La troisième étape

La troisième vie 

Le troisième voeu 

La troisième décision 

La troisième vie, c'est peut-être pire que l'autre vie, mais il faut contrôler tout, avoir la foi.

Le troisième voeu, c'est spécial. 

La troisième décision, "faire mieux"

"Si tu veux être Triste

Vis dans le Passé 

Si tu veux être Inquiet 

Vis dans le Futur 

Si tu veux être en Paix

Vis maintenant" 

(by anonymous)